aurat deh nahin mard ban gaee, ab vo phir se aurat banana chaahatee hai

Aurat deh nahin mard ban gaee, ab vo phir se aurat banana chaahatee hai
esha ismail


chokalet ka upahaar mila. lekin unhen tohapha pasand nahin aaya. unhonne badalane ka phaisala kiya. vah dukaan par gaya aur use badal diya. kuchh dinon baad phir se mood badal gaya. mujhe lagata hai ki puraanee chokalet achchhee thee. nateejatan, vah phir se bhaag gaya ... jhijhakane vaale traansajendar vyakti ko bhee aisee hee samasya ho rahee hai. phark sirph itana hai ki vah baar-baar apane shareer ko badalana chaahata hai. parivartan kee unakee ichchha pooree nahin ho rahee hai.


mishigan ke detraayat kee rahane vaalee eesha ismail ka janm ek mahila ke roop mein hua tha. haalaanki baad mein vah apane shareer aur streetv ko naapasand karane lagee.


eesha ab 26 saal kee ho gaee hain. haalaanki, unhonne 19 saal kee umr mein khud ko dharmaantarit ghoshit kar diya tha. tabhee se purush banane ka silasila shuroo ho gaya.


eesha ne shaly chikitsa se apane shareer se nippal ko hata diya. unhonne kaha ki vah khud ko ek poorn vyakti ke roop mein dekhane ke lie itane utsuk the ki vah deree nahin karana chaahate the.


saath hee haarmon treetament bhee shuroo kiya gaya. unhonne niyamit roop se testosteron lena shuroo kar diya, jo haarmon purushon ko sabase jyaada prabhaavit karata hai.


11 maheene ke andar hee usake shareer mein mardaanagee ke lakshan dikhane lage. eesha ne kaha ki vah apane shaareerik parivartan ke in palon ka aanand le rahee theen. vah tasveer mein, veediyo mein har pal ka rikord bhee rakhata hai.


chhah saal ke haarmon upachaar ke baad vah ek poorn vikasit vyakti ban gaya. eesha ne apanee tasveer ke saath likha, main tab paida hue aadamee mein antar nahin kar sakatee thee.


lekin 2015 se pahale, yah eeshaee apanee any paanch betiyon kee tarah ek mekap premee, ek saundary premee thee. usaka ek boyaphrend bhee tha.


eesha ne apanee puraanee jindagee ke baare mein bataate hue likha, bachapan mein main thodee bachakaanee thee, lekin baad mein main sirph ek saadhaaran yuvatee thee.


eesha mard banane ke baad bhee khush nahin rah paee. pharavaree 2021 mein unhen achaanak laga ki unhen ab purush jeevan nahin chaahie. yah anichchha itanee teevr ho jaatee hai ki yah niraasha ko janm detee hai.


isee niraasha ke kaaran unhonne phir se apana shareer badalane ka phaisala kiya. eesha ne testosteron haarmon lena band kar diya. unhonne apane puraane shareer mein lautane ka phaisala kiya. use janm ke samay mile stree shareer kee jaroorat hai.


philahaal eesha ne yah prakriya shuroo kar dee hai. chhah saal tak purush rahane ke baad vah is baar naareetv kee or laut rahee hain. traansajendar mahila ne kaha ki haarmon upachaar band karane ke kuchh hee maheenon ke bheetar vah stree mahasoos kar rahee hai.


ab eesha apane jaise logon kee madad karana chaahatee hai jo apanee pahachaan ko lekar jhijhak rahe hain. sahee raaste ko pahachaanane kee disha dikhaen.


haalaanki, ek jhijhakane vaale traansajendar vyakti ke roop mein, savaal yah hai ki kya ve vaastav mein eesha kee salaah lenge ya kya unhen bhavishy mein apana nirnay badalana hoga!